latest Update 5

I feel happy because i went for sing k with my friends ( Yuen Fatt , See Hoe , Pin Lim , Juinn Shian and Yoon Ming ) . I really thanks to them because they knew that i got something happen around me recently . Hence , they just let me sing as many as i want . I feel ashamed after went out from K box .

Anyway , i really feel good by having you all as my friend .

Love You aLL ~~

latest Update 4

At here , i really want to say THANKS to you .

After saying all those things to you , i felt released and nice .

This is because i knew that you will always support me regardless of what decision i had made .

You will always be with me when i need someone

Although

I knew you are busying with own stuff

But , you still chat with me for 1 hour

I really thanks to you

!!!

latest Update 3

I reaLLy Pissed Off With something noW !!!

WHo cAn LeT mE ExPresS iT FulLy ?

AnYonE aSLo can !!!

I ReallY nOt cAre Who YoU aRe

PleAse HelP mE !!!!

latest Update 2

Time passed very fast , I just notice that i still left 2 more weeks to go for my holiday , then i need to back to my University Life again . First at all , i tell you all honestly , i don't have any mood or good feeling when i knew that i want to back to my university although i feel bored when i enjoy my holiday at my home . For some of my close friends , they sure knew a bit about what happened on me last semester . It makes me feel stress and pissed off when i enter my house at bangi , especially when i went back to my Bangi house one weeks ago .

However , after listening to all my friend's opinion , i really don't have any feeling on that particular person anymore . I just cant sense any " HOME" feeling at that Bangi home . Compared to last time , i was so desperate to back HOME because i can meet them , play with them and chat with them . But , after that case happened on me , all these feelings gone from my mind . I started to feel that University friend not always good as what i thought when i enter into university . It make me feel that i have a gap or a barrier between me and that person when i talk with them .

Hence , i don't want that thing happen on me anymore . Hope my mood back to normal when i enter my university .

My course-mates , you all are only thing i miss for my university life .

Hope we can be friend forever ~~~

Lonely

I really not sure that the moment when i waiting for the sunset alone

is a good for me or a bad for me

Sometime

when i am alone at my own room

i will feel happy and free a bit

because i can do my favorite thing without anyone stop me at all

however

when i m alone for too long

I started to feel that loneliness is a very dangerous friend for me

It makes me feel empty

It makes me feel lonely

It makes me feel lack of love

It also makes me feel helpless

For now

I really not sure that

i m suitable for being alone or i need someone around me

This question

I can say that i cant understand it now

The answer of this question maybe just in front of my eyes

or it just hides at a very far away from me

latest Update 1

As you knew about that , i am enjoying my school holiday now . However , inside my deep heart , i don't think that this is a nice holiday to me because one word can describe it out , that is " BORED" . The reason for me to say this is my holiday came so early while all of my other friends still busy on their study or exams . For another group of friends , they also busy on their activity . Hence , i just stay at home and enjoy my home time .

Some of my net friends keep on asking me why i don't go find a part time job for 1 month , but i just told them one word also , that is " LAZY" . This is because this holiday maybe is my last holiday which i still can enjoy it . When my next new semester begin , i need to busy on my thesis , lab work or assignments . After that , i need to go for industry training from May 2011 until August 2011 . Then , i need prepare for VIVA and search for a new job . If i was lucky , i would get my job at September or October 2011 . If not , i will further my study to master study .

If i want to study master , then i need to search information about my course that i need to apply and search for scholarship or loan to support my study because i don't want give my family a burden on my study .

Hence , i really need to enjoy this holiday .

To all my friends , i hope you all come back soon .

Then , we can go for drink tea , eat dim sum and have long night chat .

Finally

After 4 months of hardship and challenge , My fifth semester of my university life came to an end . Today is the last day of my exam week , That is Bacaan Dalam Bahasa Cina ( Chinese Literature ) exam paper . When i finished my last word on that exam paper , i totally feel that i was released from the exam stress since two weeks ago . However , when i went back to my Bangi Home , i started to feel empty and lonely . This is maybe due to i cant meet my course-mate for a long period , or maybe due to i noticed that my degree university life is becoming to be one page of my history book .

Therefore , i really need to enjoy my last semester of my degree university life . I want to make sure it gives a good ending on my story for this chapter in my history book .

The First Challenge

Two days ago , i faced to my first challenge in my first semester of my final year , that is Instrumentasi Kimia I exam paper .

At first , i really scare on this subject because i think that i totally stay at a different universe with this subject . How do i say it ? In my mind , I think that this subject is unnecessary subject for biochemist . This is because in this course , what we learnt from it is the principle for an equipment to function , like X-ray tube , detector of some equipment or some rule ( Beer Rule ) . There are nothing relevant with my course at all because what i need to do when i face to this equipment is just use it for my research , nothing above from that . When it cant function well , then i just need to call the worker to fix it up .

Talk back about this exam paper , i think i still can handle it because i also not sure what i written on the paper are the answer which the lecturer want it or not . What i can say now is i had done my best on this subject . When the result come up on December 2010 , i didn't feel any shame or guilty on it .

Hence , i need to focus on my next three papers .

Work hard my friends ~~~

Two days later

Two days from 25/10 is my judgement day of this semester . For your information , i had been studying for my exam since two days ago , i can tell you that i really cant understand fully on the first subject of my exam - Instrumentasi kimia I . However , i still need to pass through it because it will influence greatly on my result . I really didn't want this kind of thing happen on me again because i suffered it from my last semester .

I can't always lose on my chemistry subjects in my university life . Why these things happen again and again on me ? Why it can let me run away from a small slit of its way ?

Maybe , i am not the lucky one who been chosen to enter this slit .

Hence , what i can do now is Study , study and study ~~~

Exam Soon !!

These are the exam days of this semester for my study :

1. 27/10 : Instrumentasi Kimia I
2. 01/11 : Teknologi Enzim
3. 02/11 : Bahasa Korea
4. 04/11 : Bacaan dalam Bahasa Cina

I really hope that i can score a good result for this semester . By the way , i really hate this subject, Instrumentasi Kimia I because i really didn't know what the lecturer taught me in whole semester . It maybe a killer subject for my PNGK . However, i hope it won't be that ...

Good luck to all friend who is having or preparing their exam ... ^^

Anything went Wrong ?

Few days ago , there was a huge case happen around me . This case really make me feel that my heart get broken inch by inch . This is because i never expected this thing could happen on me . When it came to me , i really can't give any reaction on it instantly . However , i did make a decision on the spot . This decision seem to be a huge breakthrough in my whole life .

For those who accompany me to pass through this hardship , i really thanks to them . Without the help from them , i sure will feel upset until can't do my own thing correctly because recently i quite busy with my presentations and lab works .

Feel good to have you all around me ~~ ^^

You all are the treasure of mine in this life ~~~

Thanks to you all ~~~

I will make sure i can get off from his influence from now ~~

I'm Busying For Nothing ....

Finally , my Raya holiday came to end . For now on , i need to back my university to continue my study life . After this break , i think need to work on my poster presentation , journal writing , thesis writing , going to lab , korean stuffs and assignments . At the same time , i am learning to play guitar and have a great plan on jogging every days . Inside my deep heart , i really hope i can do all these things in a perfect way . This is because i really hope this semester is a packed semester for me . I cant stand of having a boring life at here . Hence , i am trying to make me busy , busy and busy ~~~

Please don't angry at me while i am saying i m quite free at here , especially for one of my BWG members . Forgive me ~~~

Continue next time ~~ See ya ~~

A Sudden Port Dickson Trip 2010

I really didn't know why we will go to Port Dickson for our next activity . Firstly , we planned to go Sunway Lagoon , but since meimay-san didn't wan join us to enter water park , therefore Sunway lagoon trip cant be our next destination . After a long discussion , we planned to go Port Dickson because we can play a lots of things beside of playing water at beach .

I still remember that there was raining day when i woke up . My mummy keep on making joke with me about i go to beach when the raining day is around me . However , i didn't mind on it and started to fetch my friends . After fetching friend and drove for 75 minutes , we reached at Port Dickson . Then , we straight went to have lunch or breakfast ( for someone , i don't mention here, who are they) .



After listening to our Good Man , we chose a famous coffee shop as our target . I ordered half boiled eggs and bread with butter/kaya as my lunch . After having the lunch or breakfast , we planned to have a walk around town . During this journey , we found back a lots of our childhood memories because we enter a shop which sell a lot of snacks . These all snacks are our favorite snacks when we were a kid once upon a times . Hende , we sure buy a lots of thing back except ym-san . At last , we bought KCF as our meal when we reached at beach .





When we reached at beach , we played a lots of activities , like playing kite ( i didn't take picture on it , you can't see my style ) , taking photo ( main activity of all ) , playing water ( just for a while ) and our common activity - Chatting . After that , we went back to town because we wanted to go a shop called ICE ROOM . I can't believe on what i saw when i saw this shop in front of my eyes because i never think that i can find it at Port Dickson . As usual , we ordered Ice as our dessert due to hot weather at beach .





After finishing the dessert , then we went back to KL . For me , it is really a nice but tired journey for me . And maybe a nice day in my this 10 days holiday . Thanks to BWG members . Love you all .

Bored Holiday

Today is the 3rd day of my 10 days holiday which started from last wednesday until next sunday . However , i started to feel bored on this holiday . This is because i no need study for my mid semester exam , i done 2 out of 3 assignments which i supposed to do during this holiday and lastly i just need to read some artikels for the coming class after the holiday . This is my holiday .

But , i still have another activity , too . For your information , i just attend my BWG gathering yesterday . I think that yesterday was one of the nice day in my current holiday because i never meet them for 2 months although we still contact each other by msn or facebook . but , we never sit together and chat together since the last gathering . So , on that day , we went to watch a movie called Step Up 3D . After that , we went for lunch and then shopping for 4 hours . Since we feel tired , therefore we went to have our dinner and discuss on the next plan for another gathering .

I really hope that the following can be organized . If not , i can make a conclusion is my holiday is a damn bored holiday . So , anyone come to date me out ~~ i am ok now ~~

Love Forever

Few days ago , my friend and i went to the cinema for a movie called " Grown Up " . After finish watching this movie , we all had a conclusion that this movie is funny and worth for anyone to watch it in cinema . Just about we walked out from the exit door , I saw an incredible thing just in front of me ; A couple walked out from the exit door by holding each other hand . At this time , the gentlemen help the lady to wear the scarf in order to prevent his girlfriend get cold. After saying this , i sure all of you have a question mark in your mind because this attitude is a normal thing for a couple to do when they are together . However , what i want to tell you is an old man couple did that sweetly things in front of me .

At that moment , i feel happy to notice this , but at the same time , i feel shamed , too . This is because most of us cant do that also even we are younger than the old man couple . Just for an example , i never see my own parents done that before . Are they don't love each other so much or got other reason else ? In my mind , i think that i have the answer for it , that is maybe due to they are so busy to handle our things until they put their own things aside first . However , as their son , i really hope that they can do from now on without considering the place , the time , the situation or the people because they do love each other for 23 years . I hope they love each other for another 23 years until the end of the world .

For my own case , i really hope that i can find someone who i can hold her hand as longer as i could for my whole life . This is one of my ambitions i had . So , what is i waiting for ? Go for it ~~~ i am coming ~~

Angel & Devil

Today , i really understand that there are two sides of personality of a particular person ; Angel and Devil . What i used to see in front of me is the angel side of him - nice to chat with me , sharing problem with me , play some jokes and can be a nice listener . However , when he faces to some things that related with his own benefit , then the devil side of him appears in front of me . At that moment , i really can't stand of it . Really cant stand it for another seconds .That action that he done on me , really a huge shock for me .

I think most of us sure will say that there for sure have both angel and devil side inside our mind and body . However , i want to tell you that this also depends on how devil of the devil side and how angel of the angel side from him . If the devil side of him is terrible or harmful to me , i really can forget the greatness of angel side of him and finally remember the devil side of him forever . This is why making friend is a hard job to do . It may cause you use your whole life to explore it by yourselves .

Hence , what i learn for today is a well-known saying = don't judge a book by its cover . When we make a friend , we sure know him or her deep enough to make sure he or she is worth for you to make friend with him or she . This is because there is no U-turn in a friendship or a couple relationship . What we can do is BE CAREFUL !!!!!!!!!!

1314

In my opinion , i think almost all of people will know the meaning of these numbers especially for those who in relationship or in marriage status . These numbers act as a promise for the couple or a new marriage . However , not all the peoples can use these numbers to show their love to the people who they care for . At this moment , i very sure that some of my friends sure will tell me that you can say these numbers to your friends or your parents , too . But , that all things are totally different from the thing which i am saying here .

Recently , i think that i get influence from my friend , i started to feel that i lacked of something for long time ago . This feeling make me feel lonely when i m alone at everywhere although i have my roommate , housemate , course mate , close friends , and normal friends . I think i maybe lack of the another thing .

i am serious here . I really don't know what my brain think of . What the essential thing for me to continue my journey ? Friends ? i have it . Family ? i have it , too ? Money ? i think i still okay on it . Career ? I still study now , no need to worry it now . What else i lack ?

Maybe , i need YOU around me ~~

Fisherman

One day , i walked along the roadside . Suddenly , i saw two ships just back from the sea and parked their ship at a particular place . To my curious , i went approached to them and wanted to see whether can buy some fresh seafood from them . However , i saw a weird phenomena when i reached at the port . I saw a fat fisherman bring a lot boxes which full with small fishes while another thin fisherman just take out one boxes which just contained two or three big fishes . When i saw this , there was a question appeared inside my mind : Why this two ships back from the same fishing area and the same time , but got huge different in their catch . In order to get an answer for my curious , i went to the thin fisherman and asked him .

Me (M) : " Why your catch was so few compared to the fat fisherman ? You all not back from the same fishing area ? "

Thin fisherman (TF) : " oh , young man . That fat fisherman and i really went to the same fishing area , but i just caught the big fish only while the fat fisherman would catch any size of the fish . So , this made why my catch was so few compared to that fisherman ."

M : " Why you didn't catch the small fish instead of just caught the big fish ? "

TF : " In my whole fishing life , my target is to catch big fish not the small fish . This is my fishing rule ."

After talking with me , the thin fisherman went to clean up ship while the fat fisherman came to me at this time .

Fat Fisherman (FF) : " You don't listen to him . He was so stubborn until he got so few catch . I remembered that he told to me before that the target of a great fisherman was to catch a big fish not this small fishes . So , he would free all the small fish he caught . i think that there was a waste for him . "

M : " but , why you follow what he done ? i saw you took out a lots of boxes which full of small fish ."

FF : " If i do the same with him , then i would not as fat as what i am now . By the way , we could not catch the big fish all the time right ? Sometime , we need to surrender to the reality . We need to survive . "

After saying the last word , the fat fisherman went back to the his ship and started his ship cleaning job .

When the fat and thin fisherman went back to their ship , I started to think about what they told to me . Inside my mind , i tried to figure out which fisherman did the correct thing . After a few minutes , i got a conclusion that both of them didn't do the wrong thing because what they aimed for is different from each other . One fisherman more to the materialistic and one fisherman more to idealistic .

Hence , we needed to have both fisherman to exist . The existing of them could let us make a comparison between them . So i think that both of them are inter-related with each other . If the thin fisherman didn't exist , then how to show the the characteristics of the fat fisherman . The same thing would happen when the fat fisherman didn't exist in front of me , how i could notice the attitude of the thin fisherman .

After thinking this much , i finally reached my house and had a nice dinner with my family . However , i still guess the same thing will happen on the two fisherman for the next day if there are no much thing changes between them . Do you think so ?

Ice Room

My University Friends and me went to Ice Room Bandar Baru Bangi to have a dinner and have a birthday Party of my coursemate , Carmen Gui . These are some of the dishes and desserts we ordered at this Shop ~~

Spaghetti With Smoked Duck Meat

Chicken Chop

Spaghetti With Black Pepper Chicken

Mango Snow Ice

Sesame Snow Ice

Durian Snow Ice

Sweet Potato Snow Ice

The food at here quite nice to eat ~~~ But , i think its Snow Ice dessert is worth to try it out ~~ If not , you will lose a wonderful dessert in your life .....

This shop can be found in : LoT 10 ( HU TO ) , Cheras Shamelin , Bandar Baru Bangi , Kajang

Anyway , I say another Happy Birthday to my coursemate , Carmon GUI ~~~

Within a Second

In my own way of thinking , i think that there is a lot of things can happen within a second . For example , a super star can be killed in the next second , a new born baby has just arrived into this new world or a wonderful moment like aurora can appear in our sky . There are still have so many possibility for a special case to appear in our life .

Take me as an example , I can be a good friend with a guy or a girl for a long time . However , when he or she does something that i most hated , then they will be my new enemy in the next second i go on . It just takes you about the time for you to close your eyelid . But it can make this thing happens in front of me immediately . So , how important of a second to us !!

Take another point of view , when you are confusing about few seconds when you do your assignment , we will think that it is normal case for us because we still have a lots of few seconds behind us . However , if a doctor confuses about what he supposed to do during an operation , he will make the patient lose his opportunity to view this world anymore . Hence , same value of the time we have , but there is a huge difference between them when a different people hold it .

Hence , we need to know the value of the time .

TiMe >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> GolD

get it ?

War Is ComIng .....

I have a prediction here :

" Start from next week , my life will full with all these things -Books , Journals , Laptop , Reference Materials . After that , i will stuck in my laboratory , busy on my saliva and GCF experiment until this October 2010 because this is the dateline for us to finish my work . In order to make sure that we are not looked down by some people , we need to rush for it , work on it , pass all the data to them on time and then finish our work . "

This is my prediction of my life on this month , August 2010 . I hope i can make it wonderful and meaningful for me ~~ Please make sure that i can look important on it ~~

Emptiness

Recently , i always go out with my University Friends for sing k session , shopping and watch movie . All i want is to make my life full of activity . However , i still feel empty and lonely after doing all these things . I think that this maybe due to there are some remarkable things happened on me few weeks ago . This change make me feel that i am losing some part of life into a wide universe . There is another possibility for me to behave like this is that i still not suite into my present life . I still need more time to overtake this feeling from me .

At the same time , I understand that there are something exist where i cant get back payback although i done a lots of hard works on it . Hence , i will accept it . Just let the time be my companion for this time ~~~~~~~

Free From Pain

Finally , I really can free from pain .

It make me feels that i am living at hell world .

It make me feels that i am drinking poison everyday .

It make me feels that i am attacked by hundred of sword .

It make me feels that i am sitting on a chair with a lots of needles .

At last , it free from me ~~~

I hope it will disappear from my mind ~~~

Back to University ~~~

It seem a great thing for me to re-enter to University because i no need work as part-timer any more , i can meet up with my beloved university friend and the most important thing is i can escape from my own "cage " As usual , i am busying on registering my course - to make sure i can get the nice and suitable timetable for this semester . However , there is a difference compared to last four semester , that i need to prepare my final year project starting from this semester until my last semeter . If i look on the surface of this final year project , it seem a huge project for me to overcome it , but i realy hope i can handle it well since i want to graduate from this university with a better result !

On the Other hand , i also need to prepare myself for the coming disaster and trap in my life . So , i need to make sure i m full armored with the best armor equipments ! if i done it well , what else i scare of ? Hence , let meet me !!!

Thanks

Finally , i finished my part timer job which i worked at a account firm . During this 1 and half months , i really learned a lots of lesson and somethings that learn from my normal study at University .

I can feel the toughness as an accountant during the peak period . Work by Work are coming to you , make you cant have any second to have a small break when you are rushing to finish your job .

At the same time , they organized a small but meaningful farewell party for me . They bought a cake with some words : HAPPY BIRTHDAY on it . They all laugh at the person who bought it because i told them about my birthday of 22 years old had passed one months ago . This make the situation become a warm and full of joy environment for my farewell . Inside my heart , i really touched because this cake is the first of Birthday cake in this year . So , i will consider this party is part of my birthday memory - A Birthday Party with my New Friend .

Anyway , i really want to say thank you to them . Although we can stay together as last time , but i still will remember you all ......

Welcome back

Welcome Back ....

I think i don't update my blog for a long time due to some personal excuses . Hence , i supposed to have a lot of my own experience to share with all my friends who care on me .... There are some new experiences that i owned in this two months .

1. I am suffering a huge pain from tooth pain ... I really don't know why i have to suffer from this pain ... I think the Growth of my " Intelligent Tooth " may cause this of kind of pain on me ... I really hate on it ....
2. I am working at An Accountant Firm for this 2 months . At here , i learned how to open an account , how to count the taxes that the client supposed to pay to LDHN and more . It is a great experience for me since i m a science student .
3. I get married in the early of June ... Detail about this , i feel sorry because i cant share at here .. i will explain it in front of you all ... Hehe ....

These are some of my experience during this two months .. i will tell you about all the special cases on the next post ...

Guy Talks

Three days ago , i had a nice talk with one of my guy friends at mamak stall Bangi . During the talk , i shared a lot of my things to him , and he also told me a lot of his story . And the story that we discussed and talk about is a secret between us . No ones can knows except you are special case !

It is really a good way for me to express my feeling for this semester since i don't have a good listener where he has one . Within this semester , a burden of things happen around me . It makes me feel that there is Boeing 747 staying on my shoulder . My concentration , my energy , my time and more , they can't work on their best way until my exam just around the corner , i still cant fix it out .

I really want to say thanks to him . Because of his present on that night , i feel that i have a good ending for my last semester of my Second Year . Really thanks alot ....

And who is he ?

let you all guess on it !

A reminder for that right people doesn't give any clue , ok ?

At last , thanks a lot to you ...

Exam period final part

Finally , i finished my Second Semester of my Second Year in UKM . When i put my last answer sheet ( OMR form ) into a box , i know that i am free from the next second of it . I totally feel released and pleasure because i can finish my all the exams within these three hell-liked weeks . At that moment , i really want to say thank you to all my friends who accompany me all the way from the first day of this semester until yesterday ( i just say it deep inside my heart ) . In reality , i just keep on asking them about how to celebrate this wonderful period .

At this moment , i really don't want to give much comments on the last three papers . I just give a simple description :

1. Gene Expression : The question style more a least the same with the mid semester exam . Just i feel luckily because there are tutorial question come out at final exam question . For the student who attend the tutorial class like me , i have some bonus for it . So , i hope i can score it although it is 2 credit unit course ( help me 2 cover back )
   
2. Immunology : For this paper , since there are a lots of chapter inside this course , therefore the question will cover few chapter only . For example , there are 3 lecturers for this course . The 1st lecturer part come out in objective section and one 15M essay ( topic cover 2 out of 11 chapters ) , the 2nd lecturer part come out at two 10M essays ( topic cover 1 out of 8 chapter. ) and the last lecturer part come out structural question ( 25M ) and objective section ( topic cover 3 out of 8 chapters ) . So , i think i still can handle it , but maybe cant score . Depend on other aspect .
3. Persekitaran dan Kesihatan ( Environment and health ) : This is a U3 paper . So , it just a 60 objective questions paper . In this paper , i think about 50 out of 60 question are past year question . So , i think i can score this paper . My assignment part ( 40 % ) will determine whether i can get a A's o not !
   

After that , my second year second semester of my university life is gone ! From next semester , i will busy for my degree final work . I really hope that i can pass through it and move more closer to my dream .

Let iT bE

After 2 weeks of exam , my study mode become more to inactivated mode . I din know why i become like tat . Just like now , although i have a exam on 2moro 12pm and i put my notes in front of me , but i really no mood to read it . This maybe due to the poor Exam battle history in previous weeks make me started to hesitate that it is worth for me to continue work on it .

Recently , i met my secondary school senior through facebook . I noticed that he works as Pastry chef . When i knew that , it make me think back what is my dream work in the future . Tell you all the truth , i think that i really started feel regret on my decision about entering university . This feeling appear in my mind when i entered my Second semester . However , at that moment , i just neglect that feeling and make a assumption that it will disappear from my mind soon . After gone through about 1 year , that feeling does not disappear from my mind ,but it becomes stronger days after days .

I recall back my dream work list in my mind , that is Doctor ( i cant achieve it due to my academic result and my hand shaking problem ) , Pharmacist ( cant achieve it due to academic result , financial problem ) , and lastly i want to become a Pastry Chef . I really love to make dessert and bread . I love to read the recipe book in the book store or watch the cooking programme . So i think i like cooking , too . When i help my mum to make a fried rice , i will decorate it until my mum will scold me about why i so late to serve the fried rice to her . I think this maybe the my natural side that i don't notice on it since i communicate with the community .

For now , what i do now is just to graduate from my degree and continue my master study ! And this dream work , i will make it become a reality for me when the opportunity is approaching to me !

Ais Kacang Puppy Love

I just went to watch this movie with my housemates at Leisure Mall , Cheras . The reasons for me to watch it is i get some good comments from my other friends and the characters inside the movie . After finish watching it , i think that it is worth for us to pay RM 10 for a ticket .

Inside the movie , i think that the storyline of this movie will make us refresh back about the first love we had last time ! How shy we are when we want to tell the people we loved about that MAGIC THREE WORDS ! At the same time , there are some scenes in the movie really make me laugh until my stomach feel pain . For example :

Rotiman : " kamu buta geh ? tengok jalan lah ! "

Botak's sister : " kamu yang buta ! badan saya besar macam ini , kamu tak nampak geh ? "

These conversation really make me laugh until no voice come out from my mouth .

Beside that , it really a Malaysian style movie ! The way they talk , the way they act and the cloth style they wear really make me feel funny and got "home" feeling , especially Gary and Ping Guan really sacrifice a lots for this movie .

In conclusion , it is a good movie for us to have a ticket to watch inside the cinema !

SURE SUPPORT YOU !

The Vampire Diaries

Recenty , i started to watch a new English drama series - The Vampire Diaries since the other three drama series - Heroes ( season end ) , Ghost Whisperer ( always delay ) and Merlin ( season end ) . The reason for me to watch this drama series is due to a movie called " Twilight " because these two are talking about the love story between a vampire and a human . However , there are some differences between them .

First at all , in the movie series " Twilight " , they talk about the battle between the vampire and the werewolf . However , in the drama series " the Vampire dairies " , they talk about the battle among the vampire and some relationship with the witch . Secondly , In " Twilight " , the vampire cannot show themselves under the sun . However , in " the vampire diaries " , some of them especially the two main characters - Stefan and Damon can act like normal being , walk under sun because they got a special ring with them . Beside that , in " twilight " , the vampire cannot control or change people's mind , however , in " the vampire Diaries " , they can do that .
In " the vampire Diaries " , the use of verveine will cause them weak and lost their ability to control mind compared to "Twilight " , they don't have this .

About the storyline , the male main character - Stefen is a vampire . He is a 17 year old high school student . However , his actual age is 126 years sold . He falls in love with a human girl called Elena .. When they have a wonderful time , Stefan's brother , Damon appears in front of him . Damon fell interested at Elena because Elena look the same with Katherine , Damon and Stefan's first lover who died for long time . Since Stefan does not feed withe human blood while his brother does , therefore Stefan is weaker than Damon . Stefan try his best to protect Elena from Damon' influence . Soon , Elena found that Stefan is vampire . So , what happens the next , please watch it yourself !

I think when i first watch the drama series , i really expect it look like the " Twilight " . However , after few episodes , it does make me change my view on it . For now , i look this drama series as a different thing from " Twilight " . I hope that it will keep giving me surprise ! work hard .

Exam period part 2

Today , i just finish my 4th papers - Separation Method , half way from the time that i m free . I need to prepare for my 5th paper which i will face it on 22th April 2010 . But , i need to share somethings about the last 2 paper that i took in this week , that is Penulisan dalam Bahasa Cina and kaedah Pemisahan ( Separation Method ) .

When i read through the question paper of the Penulisan Dalam Bahasa Cina , i got another heart attack since the first one occur when i took the Clinical Biochemistry paper ! I totally don't understand why there are 2 essay questions in this paper . Last time , i still remember that lecturer told us that there was 1 comprehensive text and 1 essay to write . Why now got 2 essays to write and 1 comprehensive text to answer ? And the exam time still in 2 hours only . I think the lecturer want to test our writing speed , just like a mini game in Facebook ! Since i at this kind of situation , what i need to do is maximize my writing speed until it reach its limit in order to finish it in time ! thanks god ..

The next paper is Separation Method paper . For this paper , i totally agreed that i don't look important on it especially the part of distillation . When i read the question that relevant with the distillation part , i totally don't understand what the question want from me ! So , as usual , i gave up that particular question ! However , when i left the exam hall and have small discussion with my course-mate , she told me that the question that i don't answer well is almost the same with the note we had . At this moment , i really want to kill myself . Fortunately , i am not that kind of people ! Another part of question , i still can handle it especially Dr. Musa's part ! Thanks for his kindness . Hope he can give a good mark to me !

This is all about what i feel on this two papers ! Hope i can handle the next 4 papers . Work Smart , donaldlkk !

Exam period part 1

Today is the second week of my exam week . For this moment , i just took 3 papers out of total 8 papers that i supposed to take it . However , i don't see a bright future on the next 5 papers because i think i done badly on my first 3 papers . I really don't know why i could done so badly since i done my revision one weeks before my exam week . Let me talk about the worst among these three papers , that is Clinical Biochemistry .

Before i took this exam , i just think that all the questions will relevant with the diseases only , like Nephrotic syndrome , hypoglycemia , krioglobulinemia and more . But , when i opened the exam paper and read through it , i found that i need to answer the question like this : Explain the synthesis of norepinephrine and epinephrine from amino acid , thyroxine . At that moment , i totally get shocked on it . Why we need to remember this thing . Does these things useful for us when talk with our client ? I think that if i was the patient , i would not want to know about it because i am totally outsider for me . In my deep heart , i will say that as a medical officer , you just need to tell me what is health problem i have , then this is good enough for me .

By the way , all my answers in the answer paper is in BAHASA MELAYU . I really don't understand what the higher officer in my faculty think about it . They don't think there is a problem for them because they just teach and mark the paper . For a student like us , we need to memorize all the scientific term in BAHASA MELAYU . At the same time , all the reference books we had is in BAHASA ENGLISH . So , we need to do another work , that is GOOGLE TRANSLATE . what the hell man ? On the other hand , some of lecturers quite good for us , too . They knew that we lack of reference , so they prepared the notes in BAHASA MELAYU to reduce our work . I really appreciate on their work . However , one particular lecturer is too lazy to do ! She just taught us and make some joke until finish the syllabus in the simple without giving us any notes . She just told us that go to library and search the book named " Endrocrinology " . Wah , you think that this information is enough for us ! You really a good lecturer ! I cant give you any comment on it ! let other do it for you !

This just a small part of a aisberg liked problem . I tell you all about another story on next post . I need to study for my tomorrow paper - another paper in BAHASA MELAYU !

乐观

瞧瞧， 这就是一个小人物的半生历程，每一步都遭遇坎坷， 每一步都注满艰辛。如果不是一个童年伙伴的提醒， 我几乎要在最近一次打击里消沉下去。他是一个农夫， 地道的文盲， 这一年，稻谷歉收，事实上，这一年他吃苦最大，流汗最多，也有掩饰不住的伤悲，但是他说：“再歉收， 也得把谷子打上去，算算收成，选好明年的种。”

是啊，再艰辛的人生，也有成功的地方，总结它，发扬它，不就是找到了今后的希望吗？这样想着，我突然发现自己还有另一份简历：

9岁 争取复学成功。

11岁 再度复学，出色完成小学学业。

13岁 插班补考，再进初中。

16岁 考取县重点中学。

19岁 报考大学成功。

24岁 在《星火》发表处女作。

看到这份简历， 我不禁想起以前的一点一滴。我想起我以前如何哀求我的父母让我去学校上课。经不起我再三要求， 他们也只好答应我，但首要条件是他们要求我每天放学后，就要马上到田里去帮忙。到了晚上， 我才可以去做我的功课， 温习作业和准备明天的课程。不但如此，因为家里当时还没有灯，我也只好在我的墙壁上凿开了一个小洞，让隔壁家的灯光作为我的临时桌灯。这样的生活足足陪伴了我的整个童年。我想到这里时， 我自己也不晓得在那种艰辛的生活情况之下，那时的我到底是怎样活下去的。所以，我也对那样的我有了一丝丝尊敬的念头起来。

看到16岁那部分时， 我就想起我在初中时所做的疯狂举动了。那时的我真的是一个名副其实的书呆子。为什么我会这样说我自己呢？那是因为就连学校里倾国倾城的校花都主动向我示好时，我竟然也不皱一点眉头就把她拒绝到门外。当然 ，在先决条件下， 我也是在学校数一数二的大帅哥，再加上优异的成绩。当然， 会有不少的仰慕者。所以说，当时的我可算是名副其实的万人迷。不然，那位校花会看上我吗？现在想起来，如果当时我没有拒绝她的话， 现在有可能是一位让身边朋友都羡慕的女朋友。那就不会像现在这样 ，单身寡佬呆在房间里，伤心着和回想着陈年旧事啦！

想着想着， 我的脑海就闪出了另一个画面。我记得那时的我还是一名大二生。最让人不可思议的事发生在其中一堂文学课中，我竟然在一旁睡觉了，而且最尴尬的是我睡觉时的打呼声可比一头肥猪那样得响亮。就是因为这样， 我才被教授叫了起来，而且还问我一道让人都觉得简单到极点的问题。当时的我是因为被教授那洪亮的声音才醒了过来的，我想也没想就破口回答说：“刘子阳”。 顿时， 课堂上的所有同学就择腹大笑起来，而我还是一直处在摸不着头脑的情况，到底他们在笑什么。虽然如此，我还是坚决觉得我的答案是对的， 因为教授在问我的名字啊！当我回头看教授时， 我发现教授的脸上爆了许多的青筋。我就马上回头骂我的同学，并喝止他们别再笑了，因为教授已经怒发冲冠了。就在这一煞那， 我好像觉得我的背后有一股寒意迅速地侵蚀着我的五感。接下来， 教授就大声地说：“刘子阳， 请你在放学过后来找我。”就这样，我就被教授罚留堂了，而且可笑的是我竟然在几天之后才知道我犯错的原因。原来， 教授在问我：“谁是《白杨礼赞》的作者？”

想到这里， 我的嘴角也不禁微微地上扬起来了。就在我还在陶醉中， 电话突然响了起来，就这样把我从回忆中拉回来了。听完了这通电话后， 我马上梳洗一番准备出门， 正因为我的美好未来还在等着我。但是当我刚开门出去时， 这时我才回头一想， 我到底在什么时候有写过这份简历呢？

迷惘

我的大学生活已经快要两年了。 但是对现在的我来说， 过去所发生的一切还是会让我觉得很陌生，很模糊，与很可怕的。

不知道是不是我自己的人生观出了什么问题。

我还记得在我的中五生活快要结束时，我对我自己说：“你要改变！ 你要改变！”这些的改变就造就了“现在的我”！可是我也不知道是否有人会感觉到我的这些改变。

随着年龄的成长，我对现在的我的要求越来越放肆了。放肆到一个无可理喻的地步了。我也对这样的我没有任何的办法了。

所以， 就让我一直迷惘下去吧！

天真？

小港机场下完了客人， 运气不错，又有人拦车。

我偷偷地端详了这位小姐， 不很美， 但五官分明。两排长睫毛像围着湖泽的小丛林；弧形分明的双唇，很有个性地紧抿着……

“民生医院。”抛下了目的地，便合上了眼，斜倚在后座，似乎很累很累。我扳下了车资表，比平时更专心地开汽车来。说也奇怪，忍不住从反射镜，多看她几眼，但我不能看得太勤，免得让她误会我心有不轨。

车行一半，我在镜中，竟然看到她潸潸泪下，就像一枝带雨梨花， 惹得我有说不出来的怜爱。

“探病吗？小姐。”本不应该向乘客多舌的。

“……”拭干了泪水，她轻轻地点头。

“病情如何？”该死！问这干嘛？开几年车，最痛恨的，就是一上车叽碴不停的乘客。今天自己中了什么邪？搭这个什么讪？万一……

就在我刚问完这个问题时， 我就看到她就再一次从包包里拿出纸巾来， 向自己的脸颊抹干眼泪。然后就说：“我的妈妈因为肝病而进了医院。所以， 我刚从外地赶回来看她的。”

真的是一个孝女啊！在这个社会风气腐败的社会中，让我遇见这样的孝女，真的是百年一见的“宝物”。所以， 我就抱着一颗怜悯之心安慰她起来了。

“不会有事的。你放心，像你这样的孝女，一定会好人有好报的。不用顾虑那么多啊！马上就到医院啦！”

不知道是不是听到我这番的安慰后，我觉得她的心中的那块石头好像放下来的感觉。微微的笑容也可以从她的脸上看得出来。过了没多久， 她啪一啪我的肩旁，就说到：

“谢谢你的安慰。你这一番话真的让我放心许多。说实在的，在我从外地回来的这段路程中， 我仿佛能感觉到我的心跳声像一架扩音器那样，它的声音是多么地响亮和清晰在我耳边围绕着。”

听到这里， 我真的觉得她很担心她妈妈的病情。所以， 我也得赶快送她到医院去，以便拯救一个受苦的灵魂。我马上踩尽我车的油门，加快速度到达目的地。 同时，我也注意到我的时速表已经超过一般的标准时速， 但是为了她，为了她的妈妈，我也不管三七二十一了，硬着头皮地冲向医院去。

过了十分钟，我已经把她安全地送到医院门外。这时，我才回头想回去，我刚才是不是太冲动了？为了一个萍水相逢女人， 我竟然违背我多年来的原则，不可驾快车。但是事情也过去了，我想还是算了吧！有了这个决定后，我就会回头说：

“小姐，谢谢你的光顾，车资总共是三百六十八元。”

说到这里，我竟然发现我车的后座已经了目一空， 那位小姐已经不见了。这时， 我慌张了起来，因为她还没付我车资。但是我心想回去， 可能她太急去看她妈妈，一时忘记付车资而已。所以，我就把车泊在一旁，就朝着医院的方向走过去。

进医院后， 我马上向柜台的护士小姐询问一下。

“请问一下，刚才有没有一位穿着一身白色衣服的小姐进了这间医院说要去探望她患了肝病的母亲。我想知道她的病房在那里吗？我要向她拿车资。”

让我惊奇的是那位护士好像一头雾水一样， 好像根本不知道我在说什么那样。

“先生，刚才到现在，我都没有察觉有一位向您说那样的小姐问我关于她母亲的事。请先生确认过后，再找我吧！先生，还有什么事我可以帮您吗？”

当我听到这里， 我的心情就好像掉到一个无底洞一样， 那么地无奈， 那么地无助。我觉得在这个世上没有任何事情可以符合我现在的心情。

“没有了。谢谢你， 护士小姐。”

就这样，我就一个人回到我的车上去。在我的心中， 还不时在烦恼着到底发生了什么事呢！