Lonely

I really not sure that the moment when i waiting for the sunset alone

is a good for me or a bad for me

Sometime

when i am alone at my own room

i will feel happy and free a bit

because i can do my favorite thing without anyone stop me at all

however

when i m alone for too long

I started to feel that loneliness is a very dangerous friend for me

It makes me feel empty

It makes me feel lonely

It makes me feel lack of love

It also makes me feel helpless

For now

I really not sure that

i m suitable for being alone or i need someone around me

This question

I can say that i cant understand it now

The answer of this question maybe just in front of my eyes

or it just hides at a very far away from me