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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

DArk Wednesday

For now , I have a bad experience need to share with you all . Last Wednesday , i took a bus back to my “ kolej ” with my friends . we were busy on chatting and playing fool in the bus . There was a lady sit next to me . I felt weird on her because she seem very scared when she looked on me . I asked her on this , but , she doesn’t answer me anything . at that moment , I thought she was a arrogant people , doesn’t want talk to me . So , I continue chatting with my friends and ignore her .

Suddenly , she ask me a question , “ where do you came from ? ” .

I came from Kolej Keris Mas ” , I said .

No , I ask where do you live before you enter university , not for now ? ” , she asked .

“ Ohh I see , I came from Cheras , KL ” , I answered happily .

Then , anyones of your relatives passed away recently ? ” , she asked again .

Hah , why you asked this question ? If you really want to know , my auntie just passed away few months ago ” , I told her .

No , what I want to know is does your male relative passed away recently ” she said .

Then , I answered her question after a few minutes because I really want to scan my data in my brain . After that , I answered her question in a doubt way .

“ I think that I don’t have lah . If you really want to know , my grandfather passed away when I was standard Six ( 8 years ago ) . Why you want to get this information from me ? I feel very weird and scared ” , I answered .

Then , she looked at me and talked with me in a very low and sponky tone .

“ I can see that kind of ‘ People ’ with my eye . I can notice that there is a guy follow you . So , I feel scared when I look at you just now ” , she said .

At that moment , I get a huge surpice and I can noice my legs was shaking at that time . However , I went back to my calm condition fastly becacuse I had a lots of things that I wanted to ask that girl to ensure my safety . Hence , I started to create some questions to ask her .

“ If like that happen , can you tell me how is the look of that ‘ People ’ which follow me ? ” , I asked her .

“ Sorry about that , I can’t see the face of that ‘ People ’ clearly , but what can I tell you is the ‘ People ’ which follow you is a guy , that all . So , you better go back to hometome or make a call to your family and ask about this case , ok ? ” she told me in a polite way .

“ Ok , I can get what you mean now . I will make a call to my mum to comfirm this case . Without knowing this case is true or not , thanks for your kindness and help ” . I said with a thankfull manner .

“ If that ‘ People ’ was my grandfather , then I don’t on him because I really miss my grandfather during these years . However , if that ‘ People ’ was another people who I don’t know him , then I will be scared and sad ” , I told her seriously .

After saying this , I reached my destination . Then , both of us said goodbye to each other . Started from that day , I never meet her in the bus or in campus anymore . And another thing is my mum told me that there is no ‘ People ’ during that period after asked the Sifu in Chinese temple when I went back to my hometown last Saturday .

So . what is your opinion when you face to this kind of problem ? There must be a good answer from you all ………..

UNiversity life 1

This week is the third week of my university life . I started to busy on my study because I need to learn a lots of new things to complete my degree . For example , I learnt about the conformation of alkane when I went into organic chemistry class . This topic is a totally new topic for me , so I need to pay more attention when I go into class . At the same time , I have a lots of meetings to attend during this week . This make me feel that why I so suffering on that , why can’t I just became a normal student ? I feel doubt and sad on that . In this case , I think that maybe my mind is affected by some of my senior’s opinion because they say that if I don’t join any activities in university , then my university life will be bored and meaningless . Haih ……

Everyone say that university life is very interesting and enjoyable include my teachers . After I enter the university for three week , I think that this statement is correct because I can make a lots of new friends at here , for example I have some friends came from Pulau Pinang , Alor Setar , Setapak , Johor Bahru , Kota Tinggi , Malacca and more . These make my university life more interesting because I can know about the news or the interesting cases in their own state, for example , there is a waterfall near Kuantan called “ Rainbow Waterfall ” because you can notice the rainbow are all around the waterfall . So , when I gather there all information from my new friend , then I can became a true “ Malaysian ” , not just “ KLian ” anymore .

When I enter this university , I had two weeks time where I don’t never online . In this kind of situation , I totally felt that I can’t separate from the IT anymore , that is my computer . Before I get into my university , I usually online for 8 hours . But for now , I maybe just online for 1 -2 hours each day because there is no wireless connection in my “ kolej ” . I hate these kind of lifestyle because I need to change my normal routine to a new routine that is suitable for my university life .however , what can I do , this is what we need to do as a postgraduate in university . Haih ………..

At here , I need to say something to my another part of me , that is I also miss my Secondary school friends and Form Six friends because they give me a lots of good memories to me . Although I go into university this moment , I hope that we still can keep in touch and make our friendship can last forever . This is what I write for this time . I hope that I can find another time to write again .