Exam period final part

Finally , i finished my Second Semester of my Second Year in UKM . When i put my last answer sheet ( OMR form ) into a box , i know that i am free from the next second of it . I totally feel released and pleasure because i can finish my all the exams within these three hell-liked weeks . At that moment , i really want to say thank you to all my friends who accompany me all the way from the first day of this semester until yesterday ( i just say it deep inside my heart ) . In reality , i just keep on asking them about how to celebrate this wonderful period .

At this moment , i really don't want to give much comments on the last three papers . I just give a simple description :

1. Gene Expression : The question style more a least the same with the mid semester exam . Just i feel luckily because there are tutorial question come out at final exam question . For the student who attend the tutorial class like me , i have some bonus for it . So , i hope i can score it although it is 2 credit unit course ( help me 2 cover back )
   
2. Immunology : For this paper , since there are a lots of chapter inside this course , therefore the question will cover few chapter only . For example , there are 3 lecturers for this course . The 1st lecturer part come out in objective section and one 15M essay ( topic cover 2 out of 11 chapters ) , the 2nd lecturer part come out at two 10M essays ( topic cover 1 out of 8 chapter. ) and the last lecturer part come out structural question ( 25M ) and objective section ( topic cover 3 out of 8 chapters ) . So , i think i still can handle it , but maybe cant score . Depend on other aspect .
3. Persekitaran dan Kesihatan ( Environment and health ) : This is a U3 paper . So , it just a 60 objective questions paper . In this paper , i think about 50 out of 60 question are past year question . So , i think i can score this paper . My assignment part ( 40 % ) will determine whether i can get a A's o not !
   

After that , my second year second semester of my university life is gone ! From next semester , i will busy for my degree final work . I really hope that i can pass through it and move more closer to my dream .

Let iT bE

After 2 weeks of exam , my study mode become more to inactivated mode . I din know why i become like tat . Just like now , although i have a exam on 2moro 12pm and i put my notes in front of me , but i really no mood to read it . This maybe due to the poor Exam battle history in previous weeks make me started to hesitate that it is worth for me to continue work on it .

Recently , i met my secondary school senior through facebook . I noticed that he works as Pastry chef . When i knew that , it make me think back what is my dream work in the future . Tell you all the truth , i think that i really started feel regret on my decision about entering university . This feeling appear in my mind when i entered my Second semester . However , at that moment , i just neglect that feeling and make a assumption that it will disappear from my mind soon . After gone through about 1 year , that feeling does not disappear from my mind ,but it becomes stronger days after days .

I recall back my dream work list in my mind , that is Doctor ( i cant achieve it due to my academic result and my hand shaking problem ) , Pharmacist ( cant achieve it due to academic result , financial problem ) , and lastly i want to become a Pastry Chef . I really love to make dessert and bread . I love to read the recipe book in the book store or watch the cooking programme . So i think i like cooking , too . When i help my mum to make a fried rice , i will decorate it until my mum will scold me about why i so late to serve the fried rice to her . I think this maybe the my natural side that i don't notice on it since i communicate with the community .

For now , what i do now is just to graduate from my degree and continue my master study ! And this dream work , i will make it become a reality for me when the opportunity is approaching to me !

Ais Kacang Puppy Love

I just went to watch this movie with my housemates at Leisure Mall , Cheras . The reasons for me to watch it is i get some good comments from my other friends and the characters inside the movie . After finish watching it , i think that it is worth for us to pay RM 10 for a ticket .

Inside the movie , i think that the storyline of this movie will make us refresh back about the first love we had last time ! How shy we are when we want to tell the people we loved about that MAGIC THREE WORDS ! At the same time , there are some scenes in the movie really make me laugh until my stomach feel pain . For example :

Rotiman : " kamu buta geh ? tengok jalan lah ! "

Botak's sister : " kamu yang buta ! badan saya besar macam ini , kamu tak nampak geh ? "

These conversation really make me laugh until no voice come out from my mouth .

Beside that , it really a Malaysian style movie ! The way they talk , the way they act and the cloth style they wear really make me feel funny and got "home" feeling , especially Gary and Ping Guan really sacrifice a lots for this movie .

In conclusion , it is a good movie for us to have a ticket to watch inside the cinema !

SURE SUPPORT YOU !

The Vampire Diaries

Recenty , i started to watch a new English drama series - The Vampire Diaries since the other three drama series - Heroes ( season end ) , Ghost Whisperer ( always delay ) and Merlin ( season end ) . The reason for me to watch this drama series is due to a movie called " Twilight " because these two are talking about the love story between a vampire and a human . However , there are some differences between them .

First at all , in the movie series " Twilight " , they talk about the battle between the vampire and the werewolf . However , in the drama series " the Vampire dairies " , they talk about the battle among the vampire and some relationship with the witch . Secondly , In " Twilight " , the vampire cannot show themselves under the sun . However , in " the vampire diaries " , some of them especially the two main characters - Stefan and Damon can act like normal being , walk under sun because they got a special ring with them . Beside that , in " twilight " , the vampire cannot control or change people's mind , however , in " the vampire Diaries " , they can do that .
In " the vampire Diaries " , the use of verveine will cause them weak and lost their ability to control mind compared to "Twilight " , they don't have this .

About the storyline , the male main character - Stefen is a vampire . He is a 17 year old high school student . However , his actual age is 126 years sold . He falls in love with a human girl called Elena .. When they have a wonderful time , Stefan's brother , Damon appears in front of him . Damon fell interested at Elena because Elena look the same with Katherine , Damon and Stefan's first lover who died for long time . Since Stefan does not feed withe human blood while his brother does , therefore Stefan is weaker than Damon . Stefan try his best to protect Elena from Damon' influence . Soon , Elena found that Stefan is vampire . So , what happens the next , please watch it yourself !

I think when i first watch the drama series , i really expect it look like the " Twilight " . However , after few episodes , it does make me change my view on it . For now , i look this drama series as a different thing from " Twilight " . I hope that it will keep giving me surprise ! work hard .

Exam period part 2

Today , i just finish my 4th papers - Separation Method , half way from the time that i m free . I need to prepare for my 5th paper which i will face it on 22th April 2010 . But , i need to share somethings about the last 2 paper that i took in this week , that is Penulisan dalam Bahasa Cina and kaedah Pemisahan ( Separation Method ) .

When i read through the question paper of the Penulisan Dalam Bahasa Cina , i got another heart attack since the first one occur when i took the Clinical Biochemistry paper ! I totally don't understand why there are 2 essay questions in this paper . Last time , i still remember that lecturer told us that there was 1 comprehensive text and 1 essay to write . Why now got 2 essays to write and 1 comprehensive text to answer ? And the exam time still in 2 hours only . I think the lecturer want to test our writing speed , just like a mini game in Facebook ! Since i at this kind of situation , what i need to do is maximize my writing speed until it reach its limit in order to finish it in time ! thanks god ..

The next paper is Separation Method paper . For this paper , i totally agreed that i don't look important on it especially the part of distillation . When i read the question that relevant with the distillation part , i totally don't understand what the question want from me ! So , as usual , i gave up that particular question ! However , when i left the exam hall and have small discussion with my course-mate , she told me that the question that i don't answer well is almost the same with the note we had . At this moment , i really want to kill myself . Fortunately , i am not that kind of people ! Another part of question , i still can handle it especially Dr. Musa's part ! Thanks for his kindness . Hope he can give a good mark to me !

This is all about what i feel on this two papers ! Hope i can handle the next 4 papers . Work Smart , donaldlkk !

Exam period part 1

Today is the second week of my exam week . For this moment , i just took 3 papers out of total 8 papers that i supposed to take it . However , i don't see a bright future on the next 5 papers because i think i done badly on my first 3 papers . I really don't know why i could done so badly since i done my revision one weeks before my exam week . Let me talk about the worst among these three papers , that is Clinical Biochemistry .

Before i took this exam , i just think that all the questions will relevant with the diseases only , like Nephrotic syndrome , hypoglycemia , krioglobulinemia and more . But , when i opened the exam paper and read through it , i found that i need to answer the question like this : Explain the synthesis of norepinephrine and epinephrine from amino acid , thyroxine . At that moment , i totally get shocked on it . Why we need to remember this thing . Does these things useful for us when talk with our client ? I think that if i was the patient , i would not want to know about it because i am totally outsider for me . In my deep heart , i will say that as a medical officer , you just need to tell me what is health problem i have , then this is good enough for me .

By the way , all my answers in the answer paper is in BAHASA MELAYU . I really don't understand what the higher officer in my faculty think about it . They don't think there is a problem for them because they just teach and mark the paper . For a student like us , we need to memorize all the scientific term in BAHASA MELAYU . At the same time , all the reference books we had is in BAHASA ENGLISH . So , we need to do another work , that is GOOGLE TRANSLATE . what the hell man ? On the other hand , some of lecturers quite good for us , too . They knew that we lack of reference , so they prepared the notes in BAHASA MELAYU to reduce our work . I really appreciate on their work . However , one particular lecturer is too lazy to do ! She just taught us and make some joke until finish the syllabus in the simple without giving us any notes . She just told us that go to library and search the book named " Endrocrinology " . Wah , you think that this information is enough for us ! You really a good lecturer ! I cant give you any comment on it ! let other do it for you !

This just a small part of a aisberg liked problem . I tell you all about another story on next post . I need to study for my tomorrow paper - another paper in BAHASA MELAYU !

乐观

瞧瞧， 这就是一个小人物的半生历程，每一步都遭遇坎坷， 每一步都注满艰辛。如果不是一个童年伙伴的提醒， 我几乎要在最近一次打击里消沉下去。他是一个农夫， 地道的文盲， 这一年，稻谷歉收，事实上，这一年他吃苦最大，流汗最多，也有掩饰不住的伤悲，但是他说：“再歉收， 也得把谷子打上去，算算收成，选好明年的种。”

是啊，再艰辛的人生，也有成功的地方，总结它，发扬它，不就是找到了今后的希望吗？这样想着，我突然发现自己还有另一份简历：

9岁 争取复学成功。

11岁 再度复学，出色完成小学学业。

13岁 插班补考，再进初中。

16岁 考取县重点中学。

19岁 报考大学成功。

24岁 在《星火》发表处女作。

看到这份简历， 我不禁想起以前的一点一滴。我想起我以前如何哀求我的父母让我去学校上课。经不起我再三要求， 他们也只好答应我，但首要条件是他们要求我每天放学后，就要马上到田里去帮忙。到了晚上， 我才可以去做我的功课， 温习作业和准备明天的课程。不但如此，因为家里当时还没有灯，我也只好在我的墙壁上凿开了一个小洞，让隔壁家的灯光作为我的临时桌灯。这样的生活足足陪伴了我的整个童年。我想到这里时， 我自己也不晓得在那种艰辛的生活情况之下，那时的我到底是怎样活下去的。所以，我也对那样的我有了一丝丝尊敬的念头起来。

看到16岁那部分时， 我就想起我在初中时所做的疯狂举动了。那时的我真的是一个名副其实的书呆子。为什么我会这样说我自己呢？那是因为就连学校里倾国倾城的校花都主动向我示好时，我竟然也不皱一点眉头就把她拒绝到门外。当然 ，在先决条件下， 我也是在学校数一数二的大帅哥，再加上优异的成绩。当然， 会有不少的仰慕者。所以说，当时的我可算是名副其实的万人迷。不然，那位校花会看上我吗？现在想起来，如果当时我没有拒绝她的话， 现在有可能是一位让身边朋友都羡慕的女朋友。那就不会像现在这样 ，单身寡佬呆在房间里，伤心着和回想着陈年旧事啦！

想着想着， 我的脑海就闪出了另一个画面。我记得那时的我还是一名大二生。最让人不可思议的事发生在其中一堂文学课中，我竟然在一旁睡觉了，而且最尴尬的是我睡觉时的打呼声可比一头肥猪那样得响亮。就是因为这样， 我才被教授叫了起来，而且还问我一道让人都觉得简单到极点的问题。当时的我是因为被教授那洪亮的声音才醒了过来的，我想也没想就破口回答说：“刘子阳”。 顿时， 课堂上的所有同学就择腹大笑起来，而我还是一直处在摸不着头脑的情况，到底他们在笑什么。虽然如此，我还是坚决觉得我的答案是对的， 因为教授在问我的名字啊！当我回头看教授时， 我发现教授的脸上爆了许多的青筋。我就马上回头骂我的同学，并喝止他们别再笑了，因为教授已经怒发冲冠了。就在这一煞那， 我好像觉得我的背后有一股寒意迅速地侵蚀着我的五感。接下来， 教授就大声地说：“刘子阳， 请你在放学过后来找我。”就这样，我就被教授罚留堂了，而且可笑的是我竟然在几天之后才知道我犯错的原因。原来， 教授在问我：“谁是《白杨礼赞》的作者？”

想到这里， 我的嘴角也不禁微微地上扬起来了。就在我还在陶醉中， 电话突然响了起来，就这样把我从回忆中拉回来了。听完了这通电话后， 我马上梳洗一番准备出门， 正因为我的美好未来还在等着我。但是当我刚开门出去时， 这时我才回头一想， 我到底在什么时候有写过这份简历呢？

迷惘

我的大学生活已经快要两年了。 但是对现在的我来说， 过去所发生的一切还是会让我觉得很陌生，很模糊，与很可怕的。

不知道是不是我自己的人生观出了什么问题。

我还记得在我的中五生活快要结束时，我对我自己说：“你要改变！ 你要改变！”这些的改变就造就了“现在的我”！可是我也不知道是否有人会感觉到我的这些改变。

随着年龄的成长，我对现在的我的要求越来越放肆了。放肆到一个无可理喻的地步了。我也对这样的我没有任何的办法了。

所以， 就让我一直迷惘下去吧！

天真？

小港机场下完了客人， 运气不错，又有人拦车。

我偷偷地端详了这位小姐， 不很美， 但五官分明。两排长睫毛像围着湖泽的小丛林；弧形分明的双唇，很有个性地紧抿着……

“民生医院。”抛下了目的地，便合上了眼，斜倚在后座，似乎很累很累。我扳下了车资表，比平时更专心地开汽车来。说也奇怪，忍不住从反射镜，多看她几眼，但我不能看得太勤，免得让她误会我心有不轨。

车行一半，我在镜中，竟然看到她潸潸泪下，就像一枝带雨梨花， 惹得我有说不出来的怜爱。

“探病吗？小姐。”本不应该向乘客多舌的。

“……”拭干了泪水，她轻轻地点头。

“病情如何？”该死！问这干嘛？开几年车，最痛恨的，就是一上车叽碴不停的乘客。今天自己中了什么邪？搭这个什么讪？万一……

就在我刚问完这个问题时， 我就看到她就再一次从包包里拿出纸巾来， 向自己的脸颊抹干眼泪。然后就说：“我的妈妈因为肝病而进了医院。所以， 我刚从外地赶回来看她的。”

真的是一个孝女啊！在这个社会风气腐败的社会中，让我遇见这样的孝女，真的是百年一见的“宝物”。所以， 我就抱着一颗怜悯之心安慰她起来了。

“不会有事的。你放心，像你这样的孝女，一定会好人有好报的。不用顾虑那么多啊！马上就到医院啦！”

不知道是不是听到我这番的安慰后，我觉得她的心中的那块石头好像放下来的感觉。微微的笑容也可以从她的脸上看得出来。过了没多久， 她啪一啪我的肩旁，就说到：

“谢谢你的安慰。你这一番话真的让我放心许多。说实在的，在我从外地回来的这段路程中， 我仿佛能感觉到我的心跳声像一架扩音器那样，它的声音是多么地响亮和清晰在我耳边围绕着。”

听到这里， 我真的觉得她很担心她妈妈的病情。所以， 我也得赶快送她到医院去，以便拯救一个受苦的灵魂。我马上踩尽我车的油门，加快速度到达目的地。 同时，我也注意到我的时速表已经超过一般的标准时速， 但是为了她，为了她的妈妈，我也不管三七二十一了，硬着头皮地冲向医院去。

过了十分钟，我已经把她安全地送到医院门外。这时，我才回头想回去，我刚才是不是太冲动了？为了一个萍水相逢女人， 我竟然违背我多年来的原则，不可驾快车。但是事情也过去了，我想还是算了吧！有了这个决定后，我就会回头说：

“小姐，谢谢你的光顾，车资总共是三百六十八元。”

说到这里，我竟然发现我车的后座已经了目一空， 那位小姐已经不见了。这时， 我慌张了起来，因为她还没付我车资。但是我心想回去， 可能她太急去看她妈妈，一时忘记付车资而已。所以，我就把车泊在一旁，就朝着医院的方向走过去。

进医院后， 我马上向柜台的护士小姐询问一下。

“请问一下，刚才有没有一位穿着一身白色衣服的小姐进了这间医院说要去探望她患了肝病的母亲。我想知道她的病房在那里吗？我要向她拿车资。”

让我惊奇的是那位护士好像一头雾水一样， 好像根本不知道我在说什么那样。

“先生，刚才到现在，我都没有察觉有一位向您说那样的小姐问我关于她母亲的事。请先生确认过后，再找我吧！先生，还有什么事我可以帮您吗？”

当我听到这里， 我的心情就好像掉到一个无底洞一样， 那么地无奈， 那么地无助。我觉得在这个世上没有任何事情可以符合我现在的心情。

“没有了。谢谢你， 护士小姐。”

就这样，我就一个人回到我的车上去。在我的心中， 还不时在烦恼着到底发生了什么事呢！