Really FrienD exist ????

Through these day , i started to hesitate  about the existence Of a true friendship in Real World . Since the first day i make new friends , i  easily thought that person as my good friend although i just knew him or her for 2 or 3 hours ago . This situation occur due to the personality of mine . Since i enter the primary school , i lack of confidence to make a new friend , therefore when someone come to approach me and make friend with me , i really fell happy and touched .

However , recently i started to fell doubt about the term of " FRIEND " . The reason for it ,i fell sorry as  i can't tell you here because the answer are so sensitive to say ( i think the word " write " is more suitable here )  here . I just return back to my original state , Blur .......................... i don't know what is IT ? What kind of appearance of IT ? What are the conditions for me to consider my FRIEND as FRIEND ?

I think i will try to figure it out as soon as possible because i don't hurt the person who i care most , and lastly i don't hurt me , too .