Gathering ....

Yesterday , our "Cui Shui Group " had a gathering since 6 months ago . As usual , we all share our story , problem , current status ( have bf or gf ) and more . Our gathering started at 6pm until 11.30pm although we had planned to leave at 10.30 pm due to we all chat until forget the time .

At this gathering , we started to share the new semester' case . It looks like all of us busy on our own thing , like i busy on pesta konvo and other activity , kkit busy on "升学－Shen Xue " , waikuan busy on "佛光-fo guang＂，meimay busy on " 天籁之音-tian lai zhi ying " and yoonming busy on his song creating and other activity . It seem that our of us started to have a busy study environment since this semester . After that , we started to talk our Form 6 life again , like when the spot check , what we had done , when the assembly going on , what we had done , the special case when Pn chan taught us chemistry and more . All these memory make us feel that want to go back our Form 6 life .

Beside this , we still chat on other thing . Due to these thing are secret , only the members can get know on it . Hence , you all cant know it . If you want to know it , go to apply the membership from us .....

After the gathering , we need to wait for another holiday or other occasion to have a meet again . However , i really enjoy this meeting because i really can have a short-termed relax on that moment because i share my experience with them . Really a wonderful moment .

Our Friendship last Forever ......

LAzy ...

Since i almost finished my all mid semester exams except the TDR 1 exam , therefore i don't have any mood to study my books . Although i put my book in front of my eyes or on the table , i rather go to Facebook-ing or watch drama series than go to read about the book . This maybe due to i too suffered for past few weeks ago . I really tired on this ....

i hope the coming holiday can make me return back to original state .....

VaLUe oF Me ..

There is a saying states that when you are alone in your room or a particular situation , you will start to think about some extraordinary things . I totally agreed on it . Just now , i am alone in my house for about 2 hours , no ones talk to me , no ones play with me and on ones can't sense my presence in my house because all of them so tired due to the Biometry exam in the morning , so they all go for a deep sleep . Just left me alone in the living room . Although i am also tired , however i can't have a sleep now and the same thing goes for past few days ago because i started to think about one thing , that is the VALUE OF ME ...

What is the value or role of me in this time ?
Is that being a good son or elder brother in my family ?
Being a never grown up before young man in front of my friends ?
Being a course-mate who loves to read books ?
Being a shadow in front of your eyes or my eyes ?
Or lastly , being a noob or doll in front of the public ?
These all values really are mine ?
Are these values really accompany me all the time ?
Or are they just a false skin in front of my true face ?
I really don't know them well .....

For example , last night i started to think about the impression of mine in front of my dear friends . Are they really make friend with me ? Or just want to take something from me ? I knew that this is not good for me to think like that . But , i really can't stop my mind . I hope i can get a good answer for next few days ....

Furthermore , why i need to hold that post if i really don't work hard for it ? Do i really greedy on the power or status ? Should i left it pass across my hand ? I think i should let it be because i really don't want this kind of case happen at me . I hate this kind of thing in my memory . It really is nightmare or disaster in my life ..... I think this question has its own answer from this moment now on .....

Other questions still on the progress . When these all question settle in one day , then i will know the value or role of me in this time .

MID SEM ...

Recently , i busy on my mid semester exams that started from last wednesday until next thursday night . For your information , i need to sit for 5 exams for this semester , that is :

1. TDR 1
2. Biochemistry
3. Biometry & Experimental design
   
4. Microbial genetics
5. Computer programming C
   

These all subjects make me exhausted because there is a a lots of notes and books need to be read before you can sit for the exam , especially for biochemistry and biometry & experimental design . For example , in the biochemistry paper , i need to study for two chapters , that is enzyme and gluconeogenesis . In the enzyme part , i need to learn to plot at least 4 types of graph which include Linewaever-Burk plot , Eadie-Hoftee plot , Hanes-Woolf plot and Michaelis-Menten plot . Beside that , i also need to understand the derivation of the formulae for the competitive inhibitor , non-competitive inhibitor and uncompetitive inhibitor . On the other hand , i have to memorize the cycle of the gluconeogenesis include it regulation processes , reaction pathway and more .

For other subjects , more and more things need to be memorized and understood . So , i have to busy all the time until i finish my final exams that maybe started from 26 October 2009 and end at 12 November 2009 .... Hope i can pass through it ........

The ENd ..

Finally , Pesta Konvokesyen ke -37 in my university come to the end yesterday ....

I really want to thank all my partner because you all give me a lots of good memory from April 09 until August 09 ...

They are :

1. Along
   
2. Ah bon
   
3. Ah boon
   
4. 4-flat
   
5. shah
   
6. Nor
   
7. Ila
   
8. all ajkp who i knew
   

I hope you can also have a good time when working with me for this 4 months ....

Really Sorry to You all ...

2 weeks ago , i asked you all come to join my team ..........

However , i have to tell you all that i not sure can give you all a certificate for your help in this whole week .....

I really feel very sorry to you all ........

I feel shamed and "pai seh " to ask you all help me to do other activity again due to this case happened on you all .....

Hope you all can forgive me ........

Really a thanks ????

When some ones put a lot of efforts on some things , then he or she should hear " Thank for your effort " from other partner . If they should say it with their TRUE heart . Then , the "thank you " will be the best present for that person ........

However , if they just say it due to the environmental pressure , then it just a fake action in fronts of that people . On the other hand , it will hurt that people deeply .....

If really this case happen on you , then how would you look on it ? Hence , when you do anything on other people , please think before it come out from your mouth ... This is because you may get it back when you do work with other people ... I really believe it ...... There is a cycle in this world , just the TIME make a decision whether it want to come early or late .... Just wait it .....