What kind of personality i have ? I asked so many people about this question , for example , yee fong , ai ling , bei chee and more . All of them just gave me some answers that i knew before . What i need is my personality that i cant notice it/them by myself . Until now , still no person cant answer me this question completely . This mean i dont have friend who can notice it/them or they dont notice me at all ? All kind of questions and answers just appear in my brain until i cant figure it out .
When i write until here , i feel very cold and upset because i lived for 20 years , why i cant find a person who can answer me that question ? Maybe i am a loser or i am no worth to have that kind of friend around me . For me , i really have some best friends who i can talk with them , share my opinion with them or gossip with them . However , more and more we talk , i have some feeling that i separate from them . Then , i start to do something that i never done it before to make sure that the friendship among us will never broke . I think that this is good for me and for them , but why i have some bad feelings on that . It means i done wrong thing for this ? Or i just make myself feel like that ? I cant tell you now because i still cant explain this to myself . For now , this weak point maybe is the hidden personality in my deep heart .
And now , i still need to search for other hidden personality in my deep heart . Or maybe i have some of my friends can tell me this . Then , i can understand Leow Khar keong better , and my friends can have a better Leow Khar Keong as their friend .
DO YOU ALL AGREE ON THAT ?
ALL THE ANSWER WILL APPEAR IN YOUR DEEP HEART .