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Friday, April 30, 2010

Exam period final part

Finally , i finished my Second Semester of my Second Year in UKM . When i put my last answer sheet ( OMR form ) into a box , i know that i am free from the next second of it . I totally feel released and pleasure because i can finish my all the exams within these three hell-liked weeks . At that moment , i really want to say thank you to all my friends who accompany me all the way from the first day of this semester until yesterday ( i just say it deep inside my heart ) . In reality , i just keep on asking them about how to celebrate this wonderful period .

At this moment , i really don't want to give much comments on the last three papers . I just give a simple description :

  1. Gene Expression : The question style more a least the same with the mid semester exam . Just i feel luckily because there are tutorial question come out at final exam question . For the student who attend the tutorial class like me , i have some bonus for it . So , i hope i can score it although it is 2 credit unit course ( help me 2 cover back )
  2. Immunology : For this paper , since there are a lots of chapter inside this course , therefore the question will cover few chapter only . For example , there are 3 lecturers for this course . The 1st lecturer part come out in objective section and one 15M essay ( topic cover 2 out of 11 chapters ) , the 2nd lecturer part come out at two 10M essays ( topic cover 1 out of 8 chapter. ) and the last lecturer part come out structural question ( 25M ) and objective section ( topic cover 3 out of 8 chapters ) . So , i think i still can handle it , but maybe cant score . Depend on other aspect .
  3. Persekitaran dan Kesihatan ( Environment and health ) : This is a U3 paper . So , it just a 60 objective questions paper . In this paper , i think about 50 out of 60 question are past year question . So , i think i can score this paper . My assignment part ( 40 % ) will determine whether i can get a A's o not !
After that , my second year second semester of my university life is gone ! From next semester , i will busy for my degree final work . I really hope that i can pass through it and move more closer to my dream .


Sunday, April 25, 2010

Let iT bE

After 2 weeks of exam , my study mode become more to inactivated mode . I din know why i become like tat . Just like now , although i have a exam on 2moro 12pm and i put my notes in front of me , but i really no mood to read it . This maybe due to the poor Exam battle history in previous weeks make me started to hesitate that it is worth for me to continue work on it .

Recently , i met my secondary school senior through facebook . I noticed that he works as Pastry chef . When i knew that , it make me think back what is my dream work in the future . Tell you all the truth , i think that i really started feel regret on my decision about entering university . This feeling appear in my mind when i entered my Second semester . However , at that moment , i just neglect that feeling and make a assumption that it will disappear from my mind soon . After gone through about 1 year , that feeling does not disappear from my mind ,but it becomes stronger days after days .

I recall back my dream work list in my mind , that is Doctor ( i cant achieve it due to my academic result and my hand shaking problem ) , Pharmacist ( cant achieve it due to academic result , financial problem ) , and lastly i want to become a Pastry Chef . I really love to make dessert and bread . I love to read the recipe book in the book store or watch the cooking programme . So i think i like cooking , too . When i help my mum to make a fried rice , i will decorate it until my mum will scold me about why i so late to serve the fried rice to her . I think this maybe the my natural side that i don't notice on it since i communicate with the community .

For now , what i do now is just to graduate from my degree and continue my master study ! And this dream work , i will make it become a reality for me when the opportunity is approaching to me !

Friday, April 23, 2010

Ais Kacang Puppy Love


I just went to watch this movie with my housemates at Leisure Mall , Cheras . The reasons for me to watch it is i get some good comments from my other friends and the characters inside the movie . After finish watching it , i think that it is worth for us to pay RM 10 for a ticket .

Inside the movie , i think that the storyline of this movie will make us refresh back about the first love we had last time ! How shy we are when we want to tell the people we loved about that MAGIC THREE WORDS ! At the same time , there are some scenes in the movie really make me laugh until my stomach feel pain . For example :

Rotiman : " kamu buta geh ? tengok jalan lah ! "

Botak's sister : " kamu yang buta ! badan saya besar macam ini , kamu tak nampak geh ? "

These conversation really make me laugh until no voice come out from my mouth .

Beside that , it really a Malaysian style movie ! The way they talk , the way they act and the cloth style they wear really make me feel funny and got "home" feeling , especially Gary and Ping Guan really sacrifice a lots for this movie .

In conclusion , it is a good movie for us to have a ticket to watch inside the cinema !

SURE SUPPORT YOU !

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

The Vampire Diaries

Recenty , i started to watch a new English drama series - The Vampire Diaries since the other three drama series - Heroes ( season end ) , Ghost Whisperer ( always delay ) and Merlin ( season end ) . The reason for me to watch this drama series is due to a movie called " Twilight " because these two are talking about the love story between a vampire and a human . However , there are some differences between them .

First at all , in the movie series " Twilight " , they talk about the battle between the vampire and the werewolf . However , in the drama series " the Vampire dairies " , they talk about the battle among the vampire and some relationship with the witch . Secondly , In " Twilight " , the vampire cannot show themselves under the sun . However , in " the vampire diaries " , some of them especially the two main characters - Stefan and Damon can act like normal being , walk under sun because they got a special ring with them . Beside that , in " twilight " , the vampire cannot control or change people's mind , however , in " the vampire Diaries " , they can do that .
In " the vampire Diaries " , the use of verveine will cause them weak and lost their ability to control mind compared to "Twilight " , they don't have this .

About the storyline , the male main character - Stefen is a vampire . He is a 17 year old high school student . However , his actual age is 126 years sold . He falls in love with a human girl called Elena .. When they have a wonderful time , Stefan's brother , Damon appears in front of him . Damon fell interested at Elena because Elena look the same with Katherine , Damon and Stefan's first lover who died for long time . Since Stefan does not feed withe human blood while his brother does , therefore Stefan is weaker than Damon . Stefan try his best to protect Elena from Damon' influence . Soon , Elena found that Stefan is vampire . So , what happens the next , please watch it yourself !

I think when i first watch the drama series , i really expect it look like the " Twilight " . However , after few episodes , it does make me change my view on it . For now , i look this drama series as a different thing from " Twilight " . I hope that it will keep giving me surprise ! work hard .

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Exam period part 2

Today , i just finish my 4th papers - Separation Method , half way from the time that i m free . I need to prepare for my 5th paper which i will face it on 22th April 2010 . But , i need to share somethings about the last 2 paper that i took in this week , that is Penulisan dalam Bahasa Cina and kaedah Pemisahan ( Separation Method ) .

When i read through the question paper of the Penulisan Dalam Bahasa Cina , i got another heart attack since the first one occur when i took the Clinical Biochemistry paper ! I totally don't understand why there are 2 essay questions in this paper . Last time , i still remember that lecturer told us that there was 1 comprehensive text and 1 essay to write . Why now got 2 essays to write and 1 comprehensive text to answer ? And the exam time still in 2 hours only . I think the lecturer want to test our writing speed , just like a mini game in Facebook ! Since i at this kind of situation , what i need to do is maximize my writing speed until it reach its limit in order to finish it in time ! thanks god ..

The next paper is Separation Method paper . For this paper , i totally agreed that i don't look important on it especially the part of distillation . When i read the question that relevant with the distillation part , i totally don't understand what the question want from me ! So , as usual , i gave up that particular question ! However , when i left the exam hall and have small discussion with my course-mate , she told me that the question that i don't answer well is almost the same with the note we had . At this moment , i really want to kill myself . Fortunately , i am not that kind of people ! Another part of question , i still can handle it especially Dr. Musa's part ! Thanks for his kindness . Hope he can give a good mark to me !

This is all about what i feel on this two papers ! Hope i can handle the next 4 papers . Work Smart , donaldlkk !

Monday, April 19, 2010

Exam period part 1

Today is the second week of my exam week . For this moment , i just took 3 papers out of total 8 papers that i supposed to take it . However , i don't see a bright future on the next 5 papers because i think i done badly on my first 3 papers . I really don't know why i could done so badly since i done my revision one weeks before my exam week . Let me talk about the worst among these three papers , that is Clinical Biochemistry .

Before i took this exam , i just think that all the questions will relevant with the diseases only , like Nephrotic syndrome , hypoglycemia , krioglobulinemia and more . But , when i opened the exam paper and read through it , i found that i need to answer the question like this : Explain the synthesis of norepinephrine and epinephrine from amino acid , thyroxine . At that moment , i totally get shocked on it . Why we need to remember this thing . Does these things useful for us when talk with our client ? I think that if i was the patient , i would not want to know about it because i am totally outsider for me . In my deep heart , i will say that as a medical officer , you just need to tell me what is health problem i have , then this is good enough for me .

By the way , all my answers in the answer paper is in BAHASA MELAYU . I really don't understand what the higher officer in my faculty think about it . They don't think there is a problem for them because they just teach and mark the paper . For a student like us , we need to memorize all the scientific term in BAHASA MELAYU . At the same time , all the reference books we had is in BAHASA ENGLISH . So , we need to do another work , that is GOOGLE TRANSLATE . what the hell man ? On the other hand , some of lecturers quite good for us , too . They knew that we lack of reference , so they prepared the notes in BAHASA MELAYU to reduce our work . I really appreciate on their work . However , one particular lecturer is too lazy to do ! She just taught us and make some joke until finish the syllabus in the simple without giving us any notes . She just told us that go to library and search the book named " Endrocrinology " . Wah , you think that this information is enough for us ! You really a good lecturer ! I cant give you any comment on it ! let other do it for you !

This just a small part of a aisberg liked problem . I tell you all about another story on next post . I need to study for my tomorrow paper - another paper in BAHASA MELAYU !

Monday, April 12, 2010

乐观

瞧瞧, 这就是一个小人物的半生历程,每一步都遭遇坎坷, 每一步都注满艰辛。如果不是一个童年伙伴的提醒, 我几乎要在最近一次打击里消沉下去。他是一个农夫, 地道的文盲, 这一年,稻谷歉收,事实上,这一年他吃苦最大,流汗最多,也有掩饰不住的伤悲,但是他说:“再歉收, 也得把谷子打上去,算算收成,选好明年的种。”

是啊,再艰辛的人生,也有成功的地方,总结它,发扬它,不就是找到了今后的希望吗?这样想着,我突然发现自己还有另一份简历:

9 争取复学成功。

11 再度复学,出色完成小学学业。

13 插班补考,再进初中。

16 考取县重点中学。

19 报考大学成功。

24 在《星火》发表处女作。

看到这份简历, 我不禁想起以前的一点一滴。我想起我以前如何哀求我的父母让我去学校上课。经不起我再三要求, 他们也只好答应我,但首要条件是他们要求我每天放学后,就要马上到田里去帮忙。到了晚上, 我才可以去做我的功课, 温习作业和准备明天的课程。不但如此,因为家里当时还没有灯,我也只好在我的墙壁上凿开了一个小洞,让隔壁家的灯光作为我的临时桌灯。这样的生活足足陪伴了我的整个童年。我想到这里时, 我自己也不晓得在那种艰辛的生活情况之下,那时的我到底是怎样活下去的。所以,我也对那样的我有了一丝丝尊敬的念头起来。

看到16岁那部分时, 我就想起我在初中时所做的疯狂举动了。那时的我真的是一个名副其实的书呆子。为什么我会这样说我自己呢?那是因为就连学校里倾国倾城的校花都主动向我示好时,我竟然也不皱一点眉头就把她拒绝到门外。当然 ,在先决条件下, 我也是在学校数一数二的大帅哥,再加上优异的成绩。当然, 会有不少的仰慕者。所以说,当时的我可算是名副其实的万人迷。不然,那位校花会看上我吗?现在想起来,如果当时我没有拒绝她的话, 现在有可能是一位让身边朋友都羡慕的女朋友。那就不会像现在这样 ,单身寡佬呆在房间里,伤心着和回想着陈年旧事啦!

想着想着, 我的脑海就闪出了另一个画面。我记得那时的我还是一名大二生。最让人不可思议的事发生在其中一堂文学课中,我竟然在一旁睡觉了,而且最尴尬的是我睡觉时的打呼声可比一头肥猪那样得响亮。就是因为这样, 我才被教授叫了起来,而且还问我一道让人都觉得简单到极点的问题。当时的我是因为被教授那洪亮的声音才醒了过来的,我想也没想就破口回答说:“刘子阳”。 顿时, 课堂上的所有同学就择腹大笑起来,而我还是一直处在摸不着头脑的情况,到底他们在笑什么。虽然如此,我还是坚决觉得我的答案是对的, 因为教授在问我的名字啊!当我回头看教授时, 我发现教授的脸上爆了许多的青筋。我就马上回头骂我的同学,并喝止他们别再笑了,因为教授已经怒发冲冠了。就在这一煞那, 我好像觉得我的背后有一股寒意迅速地侵蚀着我的五感。接下来, 教授就大声地说:“刘子阳, 请你在放学过后来找我。”就这样,我就被教授罚留堂了,而且可笑的是我竟然在几天之后才知道我犯错的原因。原来, 教授在问我:“谁是《白杨礼赞》的作者?”

想到这里, 我的嘴角也不禁微微地上扬起来了。就在我还在陶醉中, 电话突然响了起来,就这样把我从回忆中拉回来了。听完了这通电话后, 我马上梳洗一番准备出门, 正因为我的美好未来还在等着我。但是当我刚开门出去时, 这时我才回头一想, 我到底在什么时候有写过这份简历呢?