Chinese New Year 2011

I don't notice that Chinese new year is just around the corner .

However, i still can't sense any CNY feelings at this moment .

Maybe i m frustrated with a lot of thing recently .

Anyway , i still hope that my friends and my course-mates still can have a nice and wonderful CNY .

Although this CNY holiday is too short for you all .

But , i think that what you all want from this CNY is the reunion feeling from all the people you all loved .

Hence , enjoy it and appreciate it .

Finally

It seem that i really have long time never update this english blog since the early of Jan 2011 . I think some of my friends will think i disappear from this world . However , to all your information , i don't give up this blog , just because there are no much important thing happen around me recently . At the same time , i also can't online about 1 month due to some internet connection problem at my own home . Hence , i seldom update my latest status to you all .

Since the early of this Jan , i just busy with my own study and my final year project . Beside from that , there are no much different thing happen for my university life . Maybe this semester is my last semester of my degree life , so i need to spend some time with my beloved course-mate because we will seldom meet each other after the graduation day ( around September 2011 ) .

Furthermore , there are some cases happen at my family . But , i think that there is not good for me discuss it here . Hence , you all no need so worry on me because i still can handle it well with a preparation on it .

Wakakak ~~

I think that this is what i want to tell you all on this time .

I think i will try to update this English blog more frequently.

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New year wishes 2011

These are all my new year wishes for this year 2011 :

1. I want to buy a watch .
2. I want to buy a Iphone 4
   
3. I want to buy a DSLR
   
4. I want to have a nice life for this year
   
5. I want to a nice job if i go to work
   
6. I want to get a good result for my degree or master study ( if i study master )
   
7. I wish all my friends happy forever .
   

latest Update 5

I feel happy because i went for sing k with my friends ( Yuen Fatt , See Hoe , Pin Lim , Juinn Shian and Yoon Ming ) . I really thanks to them because they knew that i got something happen around me recently . Hence , they just let me sing as many as i want . I feel ashamed after went out from K box .

Anyway , i really feel good by having you all as my friend .

Love You aLL ~~

latest Update 4

At here , i really want to say THANKS to you .

After saying all those things to you , i felt released and nice .

This is because i knew that you will always support me regardless of what decision i had made .

You will always be with me when i need someone

Although

I knew you are busying with own stuff

But , you still chat with me for 1 hour

I really thanks to you

!!!

latest Update 3

I reaLLy Pissed Off With something noW !!!

WHo cAn LeT mE ExPresS iT FulLy ?

AnYonE aSLo can !!!

I ReallY nOt cAre Who YoU aRe

PleAse HelP mE !!!!

latest Update 2

Time passed very fast , I just notice that i still left 2 more weeks to go for my holiday , then i need to back to my University Life again . First at all , i tell you all honestly , i don't have any mood or good feeling when i knew that i want to back to my university although i feel bored when i enjoy my holiday at my home . For some of my close friends , they sure knew a bit about what happened on me last semester . It makes me feel stress and pissed off when i enter my house at bangi , especially when i went back to my Bangi house one weeks ago .

However , after listening to all my friend's opinion , i really don't have any feeling on that particular person anymore . I just cant sense any " HOME" feeling at that Bangi home . Compared to last time , i was so desperate to back HOME because i can meet them , play with them and chat with them . But , after that case happened on me , all these feelings gone from my mind . I started to feel that University friend not always good as what i thought when i enter into university . It make me feel that i have a gap or a barrier between me and that person when i talk with them .

Hence , i don't want that thing happen on me anymore . Hope my mood back to normal when i enter my university .

My course-mates , you all are only thing i miss for my university life .

Hope we can be friend forever ~~~

Lonely

I really not sure that the moment when i waiting for the sunset alone

is a good for me or a bad for me

Sometime

when i am alone at my own room

i will feel happy and free a bit

because i can do my favorite thing without anyone stop me at all

however

when i m alone for too long

I started to feel that loneliness is a very dangerous friend for me

It makes me feel empty

It makes me feel lonely

It makes me feel lack of love

It also makes me feel helpless

For now

I really not sure that

i m suitable for being alone or i need someone around me

This question

I can say that i cant understand it now

The answer of this question maybe just in front of my eyes

or it just hides at a very far away from me

latest Update 1

As you knew about that , i am enjoying my school holiday now . However , inside my deep heart , i don't think that this is a nice holiday to me because one word can describe it out , that is " BORED" . The reason for me to say this is my holiday came so early while all of my other friends still busy on their study or exams . For another group of friends , they also busy on their activity . Hence , i just stay at home and enjoy my home time .

Some of my net friends keep on asking me why i don't go find a part time job for 1 month , but i just told them one word also , that is " LAZY" . This is because this holiday maybe is my last holiday which i still can enjoy it . When my next new semester begin , i need to busy on my thesis , lab work or assignments . After that , i need to go for industry training from May 2011 until August 2011 . Then , i need prepare for VIVA and search for a new job . If i was lucky , i would get my job at September or October 2011 . If not , i will further my study to master study .

If i want to study master , then i need to search information about my course that i need to apply and search for scholarship or loan to support my study because i don't want give my family a burden on my study .

Hence , i really need to enjoy this holiday .

To all my friends , i hope you all come back soon .

Then , we can go for drink tea , eat dim sum and have long night chat .

Finally

After 4 months of hardship and challenge , My fifth semester of my university life came to an end . Today is the last day of my exam week , That is Bacaan Dalam Bahasa Cina ( Chinese Literature ) exam paper . When i finished my last word on that exam paper , i totally feel that i was released from the exam stress since two weeks ago . However , when i went back to my Bangi Home , i started to feel empty and lonely . This is maybe due to i cant meet my course-mate for a long period , or maybe due to i noticed that my degree university life is becoming to be one page of my history book .

Therefore , i really need to enjoy my last semester of my degree university life . I want to make sure it gives a good ending on my story for this chapter in my history book .

The First Challenge

Two days ago , i faced to my first challenge in my first semester of my final year , that is Instrumentasi Kimia I exam paper .

At first , i really scare on this subject because i think that i totally stay at a different universe with this subject . How do i say it ? In my mind , I think that this subject is unnecessary subject for biochemist . This is because in this course , what we learnt from it is the principle for an equipment to function , like X-ray tube , detector of some equipment or some rule ( Beer Rule ) . There are nothing relevant with my course at all because what i need to do when i face to this equipment is just use it for my research , nothing above from that . When it cant function well , then i just need to call the worker to fix it up .

Talk back about this exam paper , i think i still can handle it because i also not sure what i written on the paper are the answer which the lecturer want it or not . What i can say now is i had done my best on this subject . When the result come up on December 2010 , i didn't feel any shame or guilty on it .

Hence , i need to focus on my next three papers .

Work hard my friends ~~~

Two days later

Two days from 25/10 is my judgement day of this semester . For your information , i had been studying for my exam since two days ago , i can tell you that i really cant understand fully on the first subject of my exam - Instrumentasi kimia I . However , i still need to pass through it because it will influence greatly on my result . I really didn't want this kind of thing happen on me again because i suffered it from my last semester .

I can't always lose on my chemistry subjects in my university life . Why these things happen again and again on me ? Why it can let me run away from a small slit of its way ?

Maybe , i am not the lucky one who been chosen to enter this slit .

Hence , what i can do now is Study , study and study ~~~

Exam Soon !!

These are the exam days of this semester for my study :

1. 27/10 : Instrumentasi Kimia I
2. 01/11 : Teknologi Enzim
3. 02/11 : Bahasa Korea
4. 04/11 : Bacaan dalam Bahasa Cina

I really hope that i can score a good result for this semester . By the way , i really hate this subject, Instrumentasi Kimia I because i really didn't know what the lecturer taught me in whole semester . It maybe a killer subject for my PNGK . However, i hope it won't be that ...

Good luck to all friend who is having or preparing their exam ... ^^

Anything went Wrong ?

Few days ago , there was a huge case happen around me . This case really make me feel that my heart get broken inch by inch . This is because i never expected this thing could happen on me . When it came to me , i really can't give any reaction on it instantly . However , i did make a decision on the spot . This decision seem to be a huge breakthrough in my whole life .

For those who accompany me to pass through this hardship , i really thanks to them . Without the help from them , i sure will feel upset until can't do my own thing correctly because recently i quite busy with my presentations and lab works .

Feel good to have you all around me ~~ ^^

You all are the treasure of mine in this life ~~~

Thanks to you all ~~~

I will make sure i can get off from his influence from now ~~

I'm Busying For Nothing ....

Finally , my Raya holiday came to end . For now on , i need to back my university to continue my study life . After this break , i think need to work on my poster presentation , journal writing , thesis writing , going to lab , korean stuffs and assignments . At the same time , i am learning to play guitar and have a great plan on jogging every days . Inside my deep heart , i really hope i can do all these things in a perfect way . This is because i really hope this semester is a packed semester for me . I cant stand of having a boring life at here . Hence , i am trying to make me busy , busy and busy ~~~

Please don't angry at me while i am saying i m quite free at here , especially for one of my BWG members . Forgive me ~~~

Continue next time ~~ See ya ~~

A Sudden Port Dickson Trip 2010

I really didn't know why we will go to Port Dickson for our next activity . Firstly , we planned to go Sunway Lagoon , but since meimay-san didn't wan join us to enter water park , therefore Sunway lagoon trip cant be our next destination . After a long discussion , we planned to go Port Dickson because we can play a lots of things beside of playing water at beach .

I still remember that there was raining day when i woke up . My mummy keep on making joke with me about i go to beach when the raining day is around me . However , i didn't mind on it and started to fetch my friends . After fetching friend and drove for 75 minutes , we reached at Port Dickson . Then , we straight went to have lunch or breakfast ( for someone , i don't mention here, who are they) .



After listening to our Good Man , we chose a famous coffee shop as our target . I ordered half boiled eggs and bread with butter/kaya as my lunch . After having the lunch or breakfast , we planned to have a walk around town . During this journey , we found back a lots of our childhood memories because we enter a shop which sell a lot of snacks . These all snacks are our favorite snacks when we were a kid once upon a times . Hende , we sure buy a lots of thing back except ym-san . At last , we bought KCF as our meal when we reached at beach .





When we reached at beach , we played a lots of activities , like playing kite ( i didn't take picture on it , you can't see my style ) , taking photo ( main activity of all ) , playing water ( just for a while ) and our common activity - Chatting . After that , we went back to town because we wanted to go a shop called ICE ROOM . I can't believe on what i saw when i saw this shop in front of my eyes because i never think that i can find it at Port Dickson . As usual , we ordered Ice as our dessert due to hot weather at beach .





After finishing the dessert , then we went back to KL . For me , it is really a nice but tired journey for me . And maybe a nice day in my this 10 days holiday . Thanks to BWG members . Love you all .

Bored Holiday

Today is the 3rd day of my 10 days holiday which started from last wednesday until next sunday . However , i started to feel bored on this holiday . This is because i no need study for my mid semester exam , i done 2 out of 3 assignments which i supposed to do during this holiday and lastly i just need to read some artikels for the coming class after the holiday . This is my holiday .

But , i still have another activity , too . For your information , i just attend my BWG gathering yesterday . I think that yesterday was one of the nice day in my current holiday because i never meet them for 2 months although we still contact each other by msn or facebook . but , we never sit together and chat together since the last gathering . So , on that day , we went to watch a movie called Step Up 3D . After that , we went for lunch and then shopping for 4 hours . Since we feel tired , therefore we went to have our dinner and discuss on the next plan for another gathering .

I really hope that the following can be organized . If not , i can make a conclusion is my holiday is a damn bored holiday . So , anyone come to date me out ~~ i am ok now ~~

Love Forever

Few days ago , my friend and i went to the cinema for a movie called " Grown Up " . After finish watching this movie , we all had a conclusion that this movie is funny and worth for anyone to watch it in cinema . Just about we walked out from the exit door , I saw an incredible thing just in front of me ; A couple walked out from the exit door by holding each other hand . At this time , the gentlemen help the lady to wear the scarf in order to prevent his girlfriend get cold. After saying this , i sure all of you have a question mark in your mind because this attitude is a normal thing for a couple to do when they are together . However , what i want to tell you is an old man couple did that sweetly things in front of me .

At that moment , i feel happy to notice this , but at the same time , i feel shamed , too . This is because most of us cant do that also even we are younger than the old man couple . Just for an example , i never see my own parents done that before . Are they don't love each other so much or got other reason else ? In my mind , i think that i have the answer for it , that is maybe due to they are so busy to handle our things until they put their own things aside first . However , as their son , i really hope that they can do from now on without considering the place , the time , the situation or the people because they do love each other for 23 years . I hope they love each other for another 23 years until the end of the world .

For my own case , i really hope that i can find someone who i can hold her hand as longer as i could for my whole life . This is one of my ambitions i had . So , what is i waiting for ? Go for it ~~~ i am coming ~~

Angel & Devil

Today , i really understand that there are two sides of personality of a particular person ; Angel and Devil . What i used to see in front of me is the angel side of him - nice to chat with me , sharing problem with me , play some jokes and can be a nice listener . However , when he faces to some things that related with his own benefit , then the devil side of him appears in front of me . At that moment , i really can't stand of it . Really cant stand it for another seconds .That action that he done on me , really a huge shock for me .

I think most of us sure will say that there for sure have both angel and devil side inside our mind and body . However , i want to tell you that this also depends on how devil of the devil side and how angel of the angel side from him . If the devil side of him is terrible or harmful to me , i really can forget the greatness of angel side of him and finally remember the devil side of him forever . This is why making friend is a hard job to do . It may cause you use your whole life to explore it by yourselves .

Hence , what i learn for today is a well-known saying = don't judge a book by its cover . When we make a friend , we sure know him or her deep enough to make sure he or she is worth for you to make friend with him or she . This is because there is no U-turn in a friendship or a couple relationship . What we can do is BE CAREFUL !!!!!!!!!!

1314

In my opinion , i think almost all of people will know the meaning of these numbers especially for those who in relationship or in marriage status . These numbers act as a promise for the couple or a new marriage . However , not all the peoples can use these numbers to show their love to the people who they care for . At this moment , i very sure that some of my friends sure will tell me that you can say these numbers to your friends or your parents , too . But , that all things are totally different from the thing which i am saying here .

Recently , i think that i get influence from my friend , i started to feel that i lacked of something for long time ago . This feeling make me feel lonely when i m alone at everywhere although i have my roommate , housemate , course mate , close friends , and normal friends . I think i maybe lack of the another thing .

i am serious here . I really don't know what my brain think of . What the essential thing for me to continue my journey ? Friends ? i have it . Family ? i have it , too ? Money ? i think i still okay on it . Career ? I still study now , no need to worry it now . What else i lack ?

Maybe , i need YOU around me ~~